Your history is mine.

This is how it's been, this is how it will be
And when you wake up with him, remember when it was me
And I always will be waiting for you
And I know that you will never see...

That I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say...

Do you remember when, you used to laugh there with me
And now I've become the joke, a punchline's all I will be
And I always will be waiting for you
And I know that you will never see ...

That I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say...

You'll be waiting for the rest of your life
Just so you can finally hear me say
These words don't mean a thing but I'll say them anyway...

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say...

I gave up. I'm really really really tired...

The end of everything I loved...

"That I'll never talk again, and I'll never love again..."

I just lost a friend and a lover thanks to myself. No words can describe how terrible I felt. I'm terminally depressed by the fact that things had to turn out this way. What have I fucking done?! Yes, put all the blame on me. I deserved it. I'm seriously at loss now. I don't even know what to do or say. Nothing could ever repair the damaged that I have done to you. All I can say is, I'm truly sorry and I really regret it. I kept hurting you time and time again and I don't wish to do this anymore...

Like you have said, you don't need a guy like me. I ain't a decent soul and I'm definitely not worth of your time, money and most importantly, your love. Guess I'm just not born to love or to be loved by anyone. Sigh. Thanks for the wonderful times and pleasant memories we've had. I'll appreciate and cherish all of that. I hope you'll find your happiness someday and please remember me for my good points. Forgive and forget me will you?

P.s: I still ♥ you and thats the reason why I have to let you go...