The end of everything I loved...

"That I'll never talk again, and I'll never love again..."

I just lost a friend and a lover thanks to myself. No words can describe how terrible I felt. I'm terminally depressed by the fact that things had to turn out this way. What have I fucking done?! Yes, put all the blame on me. I deserved it. I'm seriously at loss now. I don't even know what to do or say. Nothing could ever repair the damaged that I have done to you. All I can say is, I'm truly sorry and I really regret it. I kept hurting you time and time again and I don't wish to do this anymore...

Like you have said, you don't need a guy like me. I ain't a decent soul and I'm definitely not worth of your time, money and most importantly, your love. Guess I'm just not born to love or to be loved by anyone. Sigh. Thanks for the wonderful times and pleasant memories we've had. I'll appreciate and cherish all of that. I hope you'll find your happiness someday and please remember me for my good points. Forgive and forget me will you?

P.s: I still ♥ you and thats the reason why I have to let you go...