All outta angst

Gosh! I don't know how I managed to survive at home for the past 3 weeks! I felt like dying just by rotting at home itself. Frustation, anger, sadness, loneliness, doubtfulness and a whole lot more have been going through my mind lately. I guess at any point of time now I may just go bonkers. Howells, sorry but I can't help it. Maybe I'm being too paranoid? I don't know. I just don't want to be a burden to anyone. All I want is to get up and stand up on my feet again. Sigh.

Anyways, Halloween is near and I don't wanna be stuck at home only to miss out the fun. I've always hated the feeling of being left out. Sigh. Apart from that, I guess things happened for a reason. Shall be an optimist and not to worry about a thing, cause everything little thing is gonna be alright. =)

Fall for you...

My life is pretty much mundane nowadays. Nothing interesting to rant or boast about. Its either I'm on my bed, resting on the couch or prolly on my desktop the whole day. But its okay, cause nothing else matters when I'm in love. Oh what the heck. Haha.Am going for physio therapy next week hoping that I'd be able to walk without the help of crutches by the end of this month. Hopefully I could resume my life as normal as before. =)

Well well, recently some surprising reactions occured. Well, some of my campmates start texting, calling, chatting with me, asking on how's my surgery and stuffs. Awww how sweet. You guys must have been missing me alot huh? Haha! Anyway thanks for the concern guys. Appreciate it lots. No worries guys, I'll be back on the 9th cause I really miss CDA badly. NOT!

And oh another thing, my clubmates have been bugging me to attend the most craziest Halloween Party this year and I definitely don't wanna give it a miss. We're still planning on where to party though and I have no frigging idea on what to wear! I have this in mind though, a sick mad patient wrapped up in bloody bandages cause it kind of like suits me perfectly now given the state I'm in now. Sounds good right? Hahaha! Oh boy, I'm so SEXCITED!

And yes, Polo Boys is on tonight. WOOHOO!

Home alone...

Its a lazy Sunday as usual. Been a whole long week eversince I stayed at home and I'm left with 3 friggin more weeks till my MC ends. Gosh! Tell me what can I do at home for 3 friggin weeks without going out??!! Sigh.

Guess what? I'm home alone again. No surprise huh? I must have been deprieved then. =/ Anyway, mom is out for some cousin's wedding reception, bro is out to work and I'm stuck all by myself at this jailhouse. Pity me right? Well am used to it already. If only, there were people around or prolly that someone special who would take care of me. Sigh. Dream on!

I don't know why but I've been having the runs for the past few days. Prolly because of the Anti-Biotics or maybe its just a natural cause by the surgery(thats what my missy says). But it really irritates the hell out of me. And not forgetting the numbness on my leg. Its killing me! Oh boy, I need my painkillers!

Somebody save me...

Start of somethin' new...

Alright people, I was just too bored with my life now that I've decided to start blogging again. I guess blogging is the only way of expressing my emotions or whatever I have in mind. When words fail, blog speaks. Not sure about what others might think but heck whatever.

And yeah, to some of the people in past whom I once called "friends", I'm doing extremely fine without you guys, just so you all know. Thanks for nothing. And to all the current people who accepted me for who I am now, thanks for everything.

Okay here's the recent update. I just had a knee surgery last week due to a torn ligament. Well, I'm an active boy who loves playing all kind sports. In any sports, you are prone to all kinds of injuries right? Perhaps, I was just being too hyperactive and practically ignore all the safety precautions and that is what I've get in return. Sigh.

Anyway, the surgery went well and I'm still struggling with the state I'm in. My specialist gave me a month of MC(which I hope can extend longer). I know prolly some of you might think, "Wahh syiok uh got 1 month MC!!!" or "Hafiz chao keng sia!!!", but I tell you its definitely hell for me.

Well, I deserved a long break from camp life. Its not easy being an I/C. Try to put yourself in my shoes will you? Okay, gotta have my rest for now. Doctor advised me to minimise my movements and stay in bed most of the time. Boring!! Well, I'll update again once I feel like it. Chao!